Made In Twenty-*

Friday, December 31, 2004

-1:58 am

hmmm.. today this morning woke up at around 10.15 i think.. haha.. ya.. den wash up and use the com lohz.. lolx.. den ate my lunch at around 11.30.. den started doing my homework till around 4.10 - 4.15 pm.. haha.. den sianz already lohz.. haha.. den i go and sleep.. cause my dear went to malaysia to pick her dad mahz.. den she told me that she will be back by 5.. den i sleep wake up at around 6 plus close to 7 still haven't message me lohz.. den i got a lil worried den message her.. den no reply.. so i go eat lohz.. den after finish eating, i came upstairs and use my com lohz.. den she came online.. so zhun.. haha.. den we talk a while lohz.. den i oso dunno why suddenly we quarreled.. i kena shocked lohz.. haha.. she suddenly became so angry all of a sudden.. den i'm like oh shit ! wad did i do this time ? she some more went offline lehz.. haha.. den i juz started freaking out and feeling so panic. haha.. den i was like finding where my phone.. haha.. den quickly message her and apologise.. den she came online.. den she starts blaming herself for everything.. i'm like.. you know ? juz standing there and let you voice everything out lohz.. haha.. den after everything, i'll try giving it a shot again.. but still cannot work.. so i juz keep trying and trying lohz.. den finally, i almost give up.. i went to find some inspiration on wad to do.. haha.. went to my bedroom and turned on my MP3 player.. put on my stereo headset.. den blast music into my ears.. and started singing and singing.. let my emotions run out of me 1st.. cause i dun wanna end up quarreling with her.. haha.. so better cool myself down.. go sing some songs.. den reflect.. lolx.. den she messaged me lahz.. saying that she was disappointed.. whaa.. den seeing that message... i turned up the music even louder and you know ? haha.. go to the even more extreme.. lolx.. i was really scared lohz.. den i sang for around 10 - 20 minutes plus.. haha.. den i reply her lohz.. lolx.. den i went back to my com and talked to her.. den apologise again lohz.. den now she seemed to have calmed down already or something lohz.. den ya.. should be ok already.. i hope.. i was really worried man.. haha.. i really dun want things to turn out bad everytime.. i always try to think about how you feel.. thus decided not to go against ya.. cause that would make things worse.. i'm not saying that everything is your fault k.. its juz that.. why are we quarrelling over such trivial matters ? its all juz a misunderstanding.. hmmm.. ya.. so yesterday was crap.. but praise the lord ! her dad is back in singapore safe and sound.. juz some bruises i guess.. hmmm.. please take care k ? i love you.. please understand.. (:

Monday, December 27, 2004

-9:14 am

Haiz.. now in school having CO.. wahaha.. super sianz man.. haha.. my dear muz now be still sleeping seh.. haha.. hmm.. at least now i know why she's feeling so weird and sianz recently.. haha.. thanks for sharing.. more of like blogging.. lolx.. (: wahaha.. alamak.. i haven't really finish any homework man.. lolx.. always say wanna do and do den nv do.. lolx.. yesterday no church service lohz.. haha.. den actually wanted to do.. but den................. wahaha.. yesterday i whole day playing PS2.. wahaha.. play Metal Gear Solid 3 : Snake Eater.. wahaha.. shiok man ! i keep playing until very shiok man.. lolx.. got those very cool moves.. especially CQC moves.. haha.. Close quarter combat.. wahaha.. i keep disturbing the guy and threaten the guy.. haha.. den he keep shaking his ass and gimme some items.. lolx.. but in the end, sorry.. i had to kill him.. no trace were supposed to be left there.. haha.. so no choice lohz.. wahaha.. den yesterday i played until around 3.30 am... wahaha.. actually wanted to stop at 2am de lohz.. haha.. but den i wanted to see how its like to disguise myself and play around the place.. haha.. i had to disguise as a scientist in the lab.. wahaha.. den i keep hiding in the toilet when i'm being caught.. lolx.. juz really very funny man.. haha.. anyway.. yesterday was boxing day.. lolx.. the day when everybody open up their christmas gifts i guess.. haha.. and i went to school in the morning to play badminton, soccer and basketball.. wahaha.. ya.. den play until very shiok lohz.. haha.. i win meng hui in a 3 pointer game of basketball.. wahaha.. shiok seh.. very long nv play le.. wahaha.. but i oso dun intend to take any professional sport.. haha.. basketball might look really cool when you play, but i think its really not the kind of game for me.. lolx.. look around you and you see so many of those gangster type of people playing.. haha.. that's wad stopping me from playing basketball.. haha.. i juz dun like to hang around those people lohz.. lolx.. so i decided to stick to soccer and badminton.. i dun quite often play soccer, only sometimes play with the clever freaks in school lohz.. haha.. den badminton is my cca lohz.. so i had to continue the sport.. lolx.. i started it well, and i need to end it well.. wahaha.. sianz man.. lolx.. anyway, i think i'll stop here first.. later den continue to write again if got time lohz.. wahaha.. and i got a big stupid freaking pimple on my nose once again.. ahhh !! can't stand it man.. lolx.. its been like 6 days already lohz.. so long still haven't ok.. wad sia.. sick and tired of it.. haha.. trying to squeeze it out.. haha.. juz cannot take it anymore man !! wahaha.. ok lahz.. i'm going out to practice my instrument liaoz.. haha.. everyone already go out, left me.. here blogging.. wahaha.. okok.. take care people ! lolx.. (:

hmmm.. i already prayed for you last night.. well.. more of this morning.. haha.. when i was about to sleep.. haha.. you juz have to face reality.. nothing is forever.. i'll tell ya seriously.. haha.. in this scarce world.. you gotta live life to the fullest man.. lolx.. nv regret wad you've ever done.. be happy that you start well and end it well.. yes, you might feel lonely and stuff.. everyone always ask the same question ya see.. "Why Me ?" but its gotta be juz this way.. ok, i'll give ya an example.. for me.. before any of my badminton match.. i would always pray to god and ask him to guide me through this match and win.. but when you look on the other side.. wad if the other guy is also praying and doing exactly the same thing wad i was doing ? now who shall God help ? its the same theory to everything.. get it ? haha.. Always look on the bright side of life.. *whistle* lolx.. i love that advertisement man ! lolx.. so do not take things for granted.. everyone has his own mistakes.. but making a real mistake is when you make the same old mistake.. so when you've done something wrong, learn from it.. i always help people when applicable.. i made many mistakes in my life.. even now, i'm still making the same old mistake.. haha.. i'm still trying, but sometimes, its really hard.. haha.. but you need to at least try.. lolx.. hmmm... hope this really helps to some of you out there.. esp YOU !! haha.. okok.. i said i was going to go lehz !! why am i still here ? lolx.. okok.. bye guys !! wahaha..

I LOVE YOU !!

PELYN ROCKS MY ASS !! =X

Thursday, December 23, 2004

-9:14 pm

haiz.. fed up already lahz.. one by one not steady.. dun go for christmas countdown.. guess i'll go alone again.. den some more nowadays messag her, she takes so long to reply.. i really practicing my endurance already man.. all these things are really driving me nuts.. dunno when will this sort of things really end.. first and foremost, can anyone define the word friends ? i think there are many classification of friends man.. first is hi bye friends.. secondly is good frens as in always go out de lohz.. den thirdly is best frens where you share secrets and stuff.. i really dunno wad's going on in my life.. come to think about it, i dun have any good friends or best friends.. which i'm still trying to search for.. it juz ain't coming yet.. i've been patient already.. its already been 3 years.. and still.. haiz.. sometimes i juz bottle things up and yea.. i juz dun like to share quite alot.. i'm afraid that could make me vulnerable.. so its better i keep things to myself.. some really major ones.. i can't really share it with anyone as yet.. as personally i think that friendship are developed stage by stage.. and i dun think any of my hi bye friends had reached that stage yet.. so you know ? i'll juz try to leave things as it is lahz.. the only reason why i'm not communicating much with guys is because most of them, they dun really need a person like me.. haha... seriously speaking.. i'm someone who dun really open up that much.. you want me to joke, not really a problem.. but when it comes to talking about personal life, i think that's really a different story.. and the reason why girls i can communicate better is because, they are willing to share their problems.. and i'm juz the kind who sits and listen and help you out.. sometimes i really wonder.. why can i help others but i cannot help myself ? its juz weird ya see.. haha... its the same thing i could not figure out for years.. maybe this is life.. lonliness !! poo... maybe that's my life.. all i have now is only her.. she's the only one that accompanies me now.. haiz.. and if she stops communicating with me, guess wad my life would be ? juz take today as an example.. i juz felt like a drunken man swaying around in my room.. its juz gives you that kind of feeling.. is this the kind of life that i really deserve ? its been a long time since i've written this kinda post.. cause maybe i bottled it up too long.. it have to come out, if not things would not juz be the way you guys see it today.. i'm really tired... literally... they say secondary school is where you get the most friends.. but i dun think so.. maybe this isn't the life i want it to be.. nvm.. i'll wait till i go to tertiary level and see whether i can really find FRIENDS... true friends.. sometimes i really wanna be with people together, ya know ? fellowship ? but they juz keep rejecting me every... single... time.. wad could i do ? i definitely cannot force them.. an dall i can say is "oh... ok, nvm.." i think i really had enough of it.. i think its time i live a solo life and maybe God is my only true friend that i get... poo !! getting kinda fed up already.. nvm.. i'll juz make do with it.. i think i plan my life to only include God, me and her.. i cannot even get along with my family.. great.. i juz got rejected by someone again.. thanks ah !! really thank you !! gosh.. nvm.. my parents are like hi bye friends to me.. my bro has reached somewhere higher than hi bye, but not yet good friends.. so.. where could i turn to huh ? you tell me.. no family support, no friends to support.. haha.. juz great !! i guess its only her den.. nvm.. i'll juz make do with it den.. hmmm... but she's so busy nowadays.. wanna ask her out oso difficult.. got this got that.. haha.. life is so miserable.. one day ! i juz belive one day, God will send me a true friends.. amen..

juz hope that you could spend more time with me ya ? i miss you lots.. please take care of yourself k.. tomorrow you still have your last performance.. dun worry, i'll be there, even if no one wanna tag alone.. haha.. i'll be supporting ya all the way.. i'll shout with the loudest voice i got.. wahaha.. shiok ritez ? anyway.. tomorrow you still got wedding thing.. haha.. so shiok.. den wad bareback arz ? lolx.. should take photo man... haha.. let me see the growth in you.. lolx.. ahahaha.. anyway.. juz take your meals regularly and all the best for ur performance k ? i love you.. God bless ya.. !! Xp

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

-4:28 pm

haha.. nowadays oso tired man.. den oso lazy to blog already man.. lolx.. yesterday afternoon went shopping with my parents lohz.. den bought alot of clothing lahz.. haha.. wanted to buy boxers, but den i see liaoz so ex, den nv buy.. haha.. den after that i from cwp walk to woodlands sports hall lohz.. den play badminton with them.. a very relaxed game lahz, not much stress.. lolx.. ya.. den when i was playing badminton, den my dear message me tell me she go cwp to meet sarah lohz.. she say sarah miss her alot.. pengz.. i miss her alot she oso nv come out and meet me.. haha.. other people miss her den she come out and meet them.. alamak.. wad sia.. lolx.. den we keep booking new court when our court finish lohz.. haha.. den we play until 3 plus lohz.. haha.. den we all finally stopped.. lolx.. den a few of us went to eat lohz.. alamak.. damn hungry lohz.. haha.. my lunch i ate a bit only.. lolx.. so after my badminton i went to causeway to eat lohz.. wahaha.. suprisingly, i saw her there.. sitting there with zhi jie and one unknown guy which i dunno and dun wish to know.. lolx.. poo !! finally man.. we met in such a pathetic place, the food court.. wahaha.. pengz.. haha.. nvm.. den i oso nv really approach her or something lohz.. dun wanna disturb her with her friends lohz.. lolx.. juz look at her a couple of times only.. haha.. den we took a different seat lohz.. lolx.. den we go and buy our food and eat lohz.. lolx.. shiok man.. beef noodles.. i ask the aunty to gimme more noodles, den got wad den add wad lahz.. wahaha.. shiok ritez ? i very cheapskate one lahz.. i like to eat cheap stuff that is nice and can make me full.. i oso quite kiasu oso.. got wad i oso want de lohz.. haha.. as long can eat can already lahz.. wahaha.. den suddenly when i eating half way, den she "BOO!".. den i'm like -_-".. haha.. people eating den you come scare people, later kena choke den die how ? lolx.. but luckily,i'm a strong guy.. so won't choke to death that easily.. wahaha.. Xp den her hands was on my shoulder, whaaa... its like an angel sent from heaven touching me like that.. lolx.. the worst part is she mess up my hair.. pengz.. so short already oso wanna mess up my hair.. haha.. wad sia.. lolx.. den after a while she follow sarah go civics and pay some kinda bill lohz.. den i saw mr thomas than with his girlfriend in the food court lohz.. den i go and disturb him.. den alamak, he counter-attack and disturb me.. wad sia.. lolx.. not fair man !! haha.. his girlfriend is there, so i give him face.. haha.. den i went to the timezone store there lohz.. haha.. wad make new friends.. lolx.. not bad ah.. make your own soft toy.. maybe one day i go and make one for her.. haha.. xmas gift lahz huh ? see how lahz.. if busy den nxt time lohz.. wahaha.. sia lahz.. den as i was about to go home, walking down from the escalator, outside sportslink, i saw her again lohz.. den she diao me den walk away.. wad sia.. bb oso dunno how to say.. humph.. haha.. den i went home lohz.. den i saw thomas than again.. den he knock my head again.. alamak.. wad sia.. lolx.. once again, he's with his girlfriend, so i dun counter back.. haha.. later he throw face arz.. woOps.. wahaha.. Xp.. Den i went home to bathe lohz.. den sleep until around 6.20pm.. haha.. den woke up and eat my dinner.. den faster change and go out liaoz.. haha.. muz rush for my dear's performance.. starts at 8pm.. haha.. but i go buy scotchtape from popular first lohz.. den the queue so long, i so scared i cannot make it man.. haha.. den i was juz hoping i wasn't late.. lolx.. den i pray to god, as him to protect and guide her thru her performace lohz.. haha.. BUT... luckily i went there on time to see her dance.. the first time i went there den correct liaoz.. haha.. she never even tell me where it is held and wad time lohz.. but on sunday night she went to watch her friend's performance mahz.. and it starts at 8 oso.. so i oso felt that it start at that time lohz.. haha.. den the problem is i need to find the place lohz.. luckily i nv go to lucky plaza that part man.. i thought it was like near heeren or something.. haha.. heng ah.. first try den correct liaoz.. cause when i came out from the escalator.. i looked around.. see which place is the right one.. den only got one put orchard.. the rest is wad scotts road or something.. haha.. den i go orchard that road lohz.. haha.. den as i was going up, i saw some people wearing the santa hats.. den i thought that this was the right place already.. haha.. she told me that she had to put on the santa hat.. haha.. den i looked around.. den suddenly i saw one whole group of kids.. den got one adult carrying a board saying chc kids, blah blah blah.. haha.. den i was like finding her.. den dun have.. lolx.. she kinda blend in there.. woOps.. wahaha.. den i finally found the place lohz.. front row or taken up.. so i can only stand in the middle there lohz.. ALONE !! wahaha.. nobody wanna go with me.. haha.. she thought i was kidding nia.. hello ??!! this kind of thing sounds like joking mehz ? haha.. i go there and support you lehz.. lolx.. den saw her dance.. wahaha.. not bad seh.. main star lahz.. stand in front, trying to show her muscle or something lahz.. for starting pose... wahaha.. i was there giggling.. lolx.. so cute.. haha.. den the dance started.. wahaha.. wad sia.. so short only.. haha.. it was like 1 or 2 mins only.. den no more le.. i'm like.. i wasted around 45 mins rushing to orchard and you let me see a few mins of your dancing.. lolx.. thanks ah.. haha.. den i stayed until around 9.30 lohz.. den i keep messaging her den she never reply lohz.. haha.. den i went to find a drink at 7-eleven.. haha.. den bought a big gulp lohz.. lolx.. shiok man.. didn't manage to finish though, alot of gas man.. i drank 100 plus... wahaha.. den i message her times and times again.. still no reply.. haha.. den i thought she might be busy lahz.. den i go off first lohz.. haha.. den when i reached home den she reply me.. pengz.. wad sia.. lolx.. nonsense ritez ? take so long to reply me.. she nowadays oso take quite a long time to reply man.. haha.. lucky i'm a patient person.. lolx.. den i wait for her to go home lohz.. haha.. thanks lahz, go back with cell friends.. lolx.. den i'm like diaoz.. haha.. den i wait for her to bathe finish den we talk on the phone lohz.. haha. i use my handphone to call her.. wahaha.. if not later my mother will come in and scold me again lohz.. wahaha.. dun like it lahz.. disturb only lohz.. haha.. so no choice lohz.. lolx.. den after we put down den we message each other lohz.. alamak.. talking about messaging at night.. she never eat her lunch and dinner lohz.. alamak.. can anyone survive without eating 2 meals ? wad sia.. some more she juz finished her dance lohz.. not hungry de mehz ? wad sia.. always skip her meals.. alamak.. dunno wad to do oso sia.. she always say eat eat eat den nv eat.. wad sia... haha.. i was so happy i managed to see her thrice yesterday lohz.. wahaha.. shiok man.. better than nothing i guessed.. haha.. thank god for that.. haha.. even i saw her, i still miss her loads man.. haha.. she juz keep appearing in my mind lohz.. lolx.. i love you dear.. you are always in my heart.. and you totally rock my world man.. always talk to me de lohz.. not bad arz.. haha.. we talked almost every night.. lolx.. god bless ya.. sianz man.. i'll stop here ba.. haha.. bye guys ! thanks for reading, please post comments on my tag board.. haha.. thanks.. 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Sunday, December 19, 2004

-7:35 pm

poo.. yesterday was such a shiok day man.. morning woke up and go to school for chinese orchestra practice.. den after that went to eat lohz.. lolx.. den told them about the russel peter's comedy show jokes.. lolx.. damn funny man... wahaha.. den afternoon went to swiss cottage secondary school for an chinese orchestra.. wahaha.. shiok man.. they are so good man ! lolx.. they played the kitaro song.. alamak.. that song was my favourite instrumental song when i was very young, probably around 3-4 years old.. lolx.. yeah.. so it was really cool.. the coolest part is when we performed long teng hu yue together.. alamak.. it was so freaking cool i tell ya.. lolx.. it makes you feel proud to perform with them.. haha.. so its really kinda cool.. lolx.. yeah !! got the feeling lahz huh.. haha.. yup.. den they brought us around the school lohz.. haha.. nothing much oso lahz.. wahaha.. ya.. after the performance den nothing much liaoz lahz.. so i quickly rushed to the nearest mrt station which is bukit gombak.. need to go to city hall and meet my family.. cause we stayed in a hotel mahz.. wahaha.. i tell you this...this is the first time i felt like a king in my life.. lolx.. when i enter the hotel, got people open the door for me.. den they'll say good afternoon sir ! den anyone who walk past me oso greet me.. wahaha.. like i'm some kinda big shot or something.. wahaha.. yeah.. den enter the room lahz.. oh my gosh !! it was so amazing man.. haha.. especialy the toilet.. i dun mind sleeping in it man.. its juz so grand.. wahaha.. anyway, the hotel's name is conrad or something like that.. juz kinda cool.. heard from my brother that one night there cost about US 300 dollars.. den i'm like diaoz.. bring me to such an expensive place for wad ? i rather stay at home and sleep man.. lolx.. yeah.. den my parents brought me to a steak house called Outback.. and i ate my dinner there lohz.. haha.. it was realy cool in there.. haha.. i ate braised sirloin and fried cheese.. woo hoo.. the cheese is so cool ! lolx.. den the sirloin was really tender.. haha.. ya.. den i went to cut my hair after i ate.. alamak.. no more long hair already.. sianz.. never mind.. lolx.. like that neater.. den wanna act like an ah beng or something.. wahaha.. at least i look more decent like this.. lolx.. ya.. den my brother nv come along lohz, cause he's sick.. so he rest at the hotel.. haha.. den when i went home he still sleeping lohz.. so i did not want to play any games or wad, later disturb him.. so i went to sleep lohz.. cannot sleep sia.. haha.. i juz keep turning here and there.. lolx.. cause i really miss her man.. juz wished she was with me then.. den i could like have her around my arms and sleep soundly.. haha.. but i always dream of the impossible.. as in of my current state lahz.. lolx.. den i message her she oso take so long to reply.. den sometimes really very bored lohoz.. haha.. lucky i got her photo with me.. so can see her whenever i want to.. lolx.. ya.. hmmm.. den she replied me at around 9 plus lohz.. den i woke up and went out to find food alone.. den my parents keep asking me whether i meeting my friends or wad.. they scared i go meet her or something.. lolx.. den when i reached suntec's fod court and eat, my brother called me and asked me where i was.. bet it was my parents who ask him to come.. haha.. but who cares ? i oso dun do anything behind my back.. join me den join me lohz.. big deal.. lolx.. ya.. den i message her until she fell asleep man.. wth.. wanna talk on the phone one lehz...den she go and fall asleep.. den nvm lahz, sleep oso sleep already, wad can i do.. den i wished her goodnight and stuff thru sms den walk around suntec with my brother lohz..den went to carrefour.. den met my aunty there.. den i was shocked lohz.. lolx.. ya.. den we walk around looking for food.. but when we looked at the queue, we said, forget it.. lolx.. alamak.. so many people man.. wahaha.. ya.. den reach back to the hotel that time, we play soccer lohz.. as in PS2 game lahz.. haha.. my brother brought PS2 there.. haha.. played a few matches den we went to sleep liaoz.. the time was around midnight lohz.. haha.. ya.. den i slept until around 8am.. my parents woke me up, ask us wanna go to the gym and exercise a not.. lolx.. den i'm like.. hello ??!! i'm sleeping here !! please do not disturb.. lolx.. den i juz replied NO to them lohz.. haha.. so early wake up juz to go to the gym.. alamak.. wad sia... disturb my sleep only.. lolx.. ya.. den woke up liaoz den go and eat breakfast in the hotel.. dunno wad oscar one lahz.. haha.. its a breakfast buffet.. lolx.. so shiok man.. i keep eating and eating non stop, until i very full.. lolx.. most suprisingly is i saw vincent there.. lolx.. vincent is our school's CO percussionist.. wahaha.. ya.. den we juz said hi den walk off lohz.. lolx.. den i went back up to the hotel and sleep lohz.. haha.. den later my mother and brother went to the bookstore.. they ask me wanna go a not, den i said no lohz.. lolx.. den a while later i entered the bathroom to soak myself in the bath tub.. wahaha.. shiok mmn.. lolx.. den i did my quiet time in the bathroom while soaking.. haha.. den i keep praying lohz.. lolx.. thank god for everything.. wahaha.. den as i was doing my quiet time, something from my bible drop out, den i'm like.. Shit !! lolx.. haha..so i juz scoop it up and throw it on the floor to dry.. lolx.. cool huh ? wahaha...the toilet was so big lohz.. with mirror facing you everywhere.. haha.. cool man.. lolx.. den when i came out, its also about time that we needed to check out lohz.. haha.. ya.. den that's all for the hotel trip lohz.. haha.. den i went back home, placed the stuff and went to my cousin's house.. so i'm like stuck here now.. haha.. its so boring in here.. haha.. den my cousin brought his stead home.. aww... den i suddenly think of pelyn.. one day !! i'll wait.. lolx.. ya.. i really miss her man.. message her den oso dunno wad's taking her so long to reply.. haha.. heard that after bible study today, she went out with her friend to orchard.. her friend had a performance at 8pm today.. haha.. ya.. den she told me she was pissed with her friend.. den when i replied her, she never reply.. hmmm.. never mind, i'll juz wait then.. haha.. patience is all i need and i believe i have it.. lolx.. ya.. juz miss her so much man.. wahaha.. k lahz.. guess 'll write till here for today !! hand kinda tired already man.. lolx.. thank you guys for reading, please post at the tag board some comments.. cause i'm like soooo bored nowadays.. gimme something to reply can ? lolx..Xp

I Love you dear.. please nv ever leave me alone.. i hate loneliness.. i dun mind going through thick and thin with ya, as long as you are with me.. please forgive me if i've done anything wrong, you need to know that i really do love ya.. k ? haha.. luv you lots.. Xp

Thursday, December 16, 2004

-1:10 am

haha.. hi guys ! again.... lolx.. its been a long time since i blog huh ? sorry about that.. had been busy with some stuffs like the youth camp and stuff lahz huh.. sorry ! lolx.. ya.. last time i posted was like on wednesday ? so it had been a week liaoz.. lolx.. anyway.. nothing much really happened lahz.. on last friday, training was kinda slack oso lahz.. haha.. cause we were supposed to prepare for the camp.. haha.. ya.. den i went home and eat first.. den bathe lohz.. haha.. den prepare my bag cause i haven't pack.. haha.. i always last minute one lahz.. lolx.. ya.. den reached school at around 1.15pm lohz.. lolx.. met haresh on the bus too.. haha.. so we came together lohz.. lolx.. yeah.. den starting is admin stuff lohz.. like grouping and rooms stuff.. haha.. den i am in Eugene's group.. so i'm like.. wad the.. haha.. but as the days gone by, really liked him lohz.. very funny and siao siao guy.. lolx.. ya.. den group 1 and 2 combine to form one group.. den our group is called "Heart Attack".. haha.. shiok man.. wahaha... ya.. den everyday got session and worship lohz.. lolx.. den got amazing race and the food game "Shi Zhi Lu Kou"... haha.. very fun man.. wahaha.. session and worship was very good lohz.. learnt many things about love.. haha.. den worship oso very shiok lahz.. all the songs i know one, den some more very nice to sing oso.. haha.. ya.. so it was really good.. haha.. den the games oso very fun lahz.. lolx.. we were like supposed to sing outside lot 1's macdonald for one of the task for amazing race.. den i was like diaoz.. but everyone was doing it.. so i joined it.. i suddenly felt the sense of satisfaction.. one whole group together.. haha.. team work lohz.. haha.. ya.. den the food game oso shiok lahz.. eat and eat.. whaha... i nv eat much oso.. lolx.. muz maintain my image lahz huh.. haha.. it was juz very fun lohz.. lolx.. really enjoyed it.. did not regret going.. wahaha.. ya.. den monday training was like diaoz.. not even training lohz.. lolx.. den got chc people want to use the hall.. so we muz close shop.. haha.. den i rush home lohz.. got chinese orchestra mahz.. lolx.. den i rush lohz.. haha.. den go there and sleep again as they practice xing kong.. haha.. den i ask my friend to wake me up when they practise fen yong.. lolx.. ya.. den again practise one song den i slack again lohz.. haha.. ya lahz.. den nothing much lohz.. lolx... den go home and chat with pelyn online till around 9pm lohz.. den she go watch her show.. haha.. of cuz got break in the middle lahz.. you think i siao arz ? lolx.. ya.. den after she go offline.. den i went to watch my brother play PS2.. den i watch until fell asleep.. i didn't even know lohz.. haha.. sorry ah dear.. didn't talk on that night.. i'm like so freaking tired.. lolx... every night sleep for about 3-4 hours only.. can die man.. haha.. oh ya.. i suddenly remember.. the camp oso got play angel mortal game.. haha.. sia lahz.. my mortal is a guys as always.. sianz man.. can't they gimme a gal ? lolx.. lucky my angel is a gal haha.. okok.. back to topic ! lolx.. really sorry ah dear.. hehe.. tired lahz huh.. sorry sorry.. den you message me i oso nv hear cause my handphone is in silent mode... as wad you always do.. trying to learn from you lahz huh.. haha... ya.. that's all for monday.. den tuesday nothing much lahz.. my stupid clock no battery.. den i see the time is 10+ already... den i quickly wake up.. only to find out that it is only 8am.. haha.. so i washed up and ate my breakfast.. haha.. den went back to sleep for another 3 hours like that.. lolx.. den use my com for the whole day lohz.. wahaha.. after the camp, i kinda grew more spiritual lohz.. really glad that i've returned from backsliding.. haha.. need to start things all over again.. haha.. ya.. den the whole day i worshipped God lohz.. lolx... den my dear oso in the full dress rehearsal lohz.. not so convenient to message her oso.. lolx.. i already told her lohz.. i cannot be with her 24/7 lohz, and she oso cannot be with me 24/7.. but God can be with us 24/7.. so when pelyn is busy.. i'll go find god to accompany me.. lolx.. not bad huh.. haha.. ya.. den today morning pelyn message me lohz.. lolx.. she say that wad waking up and running 5km was crap and said that she could meet me in school.. anyway.. she had to go to school after her full dress rehearsal cuz she got church camp.. haha.. so we could meet up lohz.. lolx.. i was so happy in the morning lohz.. haha.. den when i reach school.. cannot contact her.. den when my badminton was about to start, you messaged me.. haha.. told me she was still sleeping.. den i was like diaoz.. haha.. k lohz.. never mind.. den i ask her to continue to sleep lohz.. since she's so tired.. muz understand lahz huh.. haha.. so let her sleep lohz.. i continued with my badminton training... haha.. alamak.. today run 4.5km lehz.. i muz run lesser than 25 minutes lohz.. lolx.. den i'm like.. oh shit !! so little time.. haha.. but lucky i passed the race.. 23:45 was my timing.. kinda disappointed though.. i stopped at around 3 quarter of my last round.. was really tired.. den feel like vomitting lohz.. haha..but lucky i still pass.. lolx.. heng man.. its the process of the run that i was really amazed.. I prayed when i was running my first round.. i asked God to guide me through this race of my life and give me the strength to pass this test.. den indeed he really showed me his ways lohz.. haha.. i did not feel tired until the ending part.. i'm so glad man ! this really proves that God is real.. usually i would feel tired when i ran finish my second round.. second round was like can make you lie down there and die there already.. haha.. den this time.. i did not feel tired until the final path of my race lohz.. i was really glad man ! God is sooooooOOooo.. Real ! haha.. i was like singing worshipping songs as i was running until i ran out of breath.. lolx.. sang in my heart lahz.. not show out like that.. haha.. ya.. that's all for badminton lahz.. den i left earlier lohz.. at around 12 noon.. cause i'm meeting my childhood friend.. alamak.. my very first girlfriend nv go.. she had choir practise.. lolx.. only the two elder sister went.. haha.. den we went to watch shutter.. the horror show.. alamak.. the story not very good lahz.. but quite exciting... lolx.. ya.. den nothing much lahz.. i nv talked much oso.. oso dunno why i so shy lehz.. haha.. but i'm like so siao in school lohz.. lolx.. wha piang... haha.. ya..den went back home lohz.. lolx.. den my friend's mum ask me whether got girlfriend a not.. den i juz immediately say yes lohz.. haha.. i did not even have second thoughts... lolx.. hmmm.. i think its like sooner or later that my parents would find out lohz.. so why not now lohz.. haha.. i'm really ready for it.. lolx.. something really shocked me when wen fu shared his testimonial with us lohz.. err.. he had a stead that broke up with him after one and a half years of relationship.. haha... whaaa.. i hear that i oso scared already man.. a one and a half year relationship lehz.. its a very strong one man !! lolx.. still will break arz.. alamak.. juz felt kinda worried lohz.. haha.. den pelyn recently messaged me lohz.. saying probably tomorrow meeting oso cannot make it cause her mum wanna pick her up.. haha.. pengz.. can die man.. 3 meetings planned all oso cannot make it.. lolx.. God's will man... haha.. i dunno lahz.. haha.. i juz let everything be as it should be lahz.. let nature take is own course.. lolx... ya..
i really miss her man.. its been a long time we really met up and talk.. ya.. the last meeting was like during the chalet lohz.. alamak.. den some more she never stay overnight.. hmmm.. very hard to bond lahz huh.. haha.. so i'm like trying to maintain a voice to voice relationship lohz.. lolx.. that's the only way out for now lohz.. since her parents are like kind of objecting her to having a boyfriend.. so i'm like.. juz have to be patient lohz.. haha.. so i juz need to keep waiting when things really goes more comfortable for her lohz.. i really hope things could go more smoothly lahz huh.. i dunno.. i juz need to be strong !! well.. mentally of course.. haha.. Xp I really love her lots man... juz missing her everytime i feel lonely.. and sometimes couldn't contact her really worries me and all these stuff.. i need to persist on !! hmm.. guess that's the only way.. some more next year after my O level, have to leave the school for my tertiary.. alamak.. i very scared that's when the relationship break down man.. hmmm.. i dunno.. i'll juz pray to god that he will show me the right way for me.. hmmm.. Guess i gotta sleep now.. kinda late already.. gonna do my QT before i sleep tonight.. haha.. take care guys ! i love you dear.. hope we'll last forever.. hmm.. haha.. really miss ya right now.. bye bye !! Xp

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

-10:15 pm

poo ! today.. got badminton.. lolx.. err.. not bad lahz huh.. quite like today's training.. the physical was somewhat or another easy for me.. haha.. juz footwork and picking shuttles.. haha..looks easy but kinda difficult if you keep doing it.. wahaha.. i do until 3-4th set den tired liaoz.. lolx.. den the fifth set I chiong man.. really chiong.. compete with meng hui.. lucky for me ! i won.. wahaha... training today was quite relaxed lahz huh... i can still sleep lehz... lolx.. ya.. den i went back home at around 2 plus lohz.. haha.. den go home eat.. and watch tv.. lolx.. den bathe and sleep.. lolx.. alamak.. I messaged my dear half way den fell asleep.. wahaha.. cause i too tired lahz huh.. bleah.. den sleep till about 5 or 6 plus.. can't remember.. den start doing my homework lohz.. wahaha.. it's a miracle that i would do my homework lohz.. i always those last minute one.. lolx.. but i do the chemistry do until sianz already man.. haha.. den decided to change subject.. but sianz lahz.. haha.. so i sing song.. lolx.. sing already den watch tv.. haha.. den after the show, come online and blog liaoz.. haha.. so i nv change subject in the end.. lolx.. ya.. today oso nothing much lahz huh.. juz training and den sleep lohz.. juz these two major things.. wahaha.. sia lahz... my post like getting lesser and lesser.. this cannot be !! i muz crap more !! lolx.. haiyo.. but write so long oso no use lehz.. haha.. but who cares.. juz keep writing lohz.. lolx.. anyway.. juz now alycia messaged me.. ask me whether i wanna go for her cell a not.. den i oso dunno whether wanna go a not lehz.. haha.. den friday oso got the youth camp.. feel like going but... dun have her.. oso sianz lehz.. haha...

Wooo... she today woke up at around 11 plus.. alamak.. so shiok.. while i'm suffering.. i woke up at around 7.50 lohz.. haha.. so can die man.. lolx.. never mind.. already sleep in the afternoon, so nvm.. wahaha.. alamak ! den in ther evening when i woke up, den really miss her lohz.. feel like hugging her real tight right now at that moment.. haha.. den i messaged her.. den she say let me hug next time.. and next time is like next tuesday ?? wahaha.. yes yes yes !! lolx... so you know ? tactic lahz huh... haha.. okok.. guess i'll write till here.. going to wash up den call her liaoz.. bye guys.. I love you dear !! hehe.. Xp

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

-10:03 pm

Wahaha.. juz now dunno why cannot write post.. cannot come into the page.. lolx.. well.. anyway.. now can liaoz.. haha.. so who cares.. lolx.. haha.. ya.. today oso nothing much lahz huh.. i woke up at around 11.. almost the same time as my dear lahz huh.. i think i slept longer than her by juz a few minutes.. haha.. yes yes yes !! lolx.. someone break record sia.. wake up on her own accord.. not bad not bad.. but can't you wake up earlier ?? lolx.. anyway.. today oso nothing much lahz huh.. haha.. this morning turn on my computer then vic suddenly send me virus.. lolx.. den i tell her, her com tio virus she dun believe me.. haha.. but who cares.. lolx.. lucky my com is fully protected.. wahaha.. too bad so sad.. lolx.. ya.. den i was like messing around my computer until lunch time around 1.30 lohz.. haha.. den eat lunch lohz.. haha.. lunch not bad lahz huh.. lolx.. den watch soccer lohz.. the encore match of man utd and south.. haha.. i oso know the score liaoz.. 3 - 0... haha.. so i juz watch a bit only.. lolx... ya.. den i juz keep slacking lohz.. lie on my bed.. pracitise my suona.. den play PS2.. den watch TV.. haha.. can watch until hi5 man.. lolx.. ya.. den my dear told me she online mahz.. so i come online oso lohz.. lolx.. den talk talk talk.. den ya.. go eat my dinner.. haha.. den come back up and talk to my dear again lohz.. haha.. den talk until so far.. lolx.. talk until having children and stuff.. WoOps.. lolx.. ya lohz.. that's all lahz.. den she go and watch tv liaoz lohz.. haha.. den alycia juz now message me whether i wanna go for her cell anot.. lolx.. den i oso dunno lehz.. haha... anyway, now i'm going to bathe and i'm gonna call her later.. lolx..

Wahaha.. yesterday i talk to her on the phone hor.. den you know ?? i said the 3 words ? you know you know ? that's like the first time i opened my mouth and say that lohz...alamak.. haha.. not bad lahz huh.. first timer.. lolx.. ahhh.. juz love her so much man.. she means so much in my life man.. wahaha.. juz miss her so much every night.. lolx.. Xp

I LOVE PELYN FOREVER !

Monday, December 06, 2004

-5:35 pm

haha.. sorry arz.. yesterday nv blog.. wahaha.. anyway.. yesterday oso nothing much lahz huh.. lolx.. i was in church in the morning den after that come home and pack my room... den my mother come in and ask me whether wanna go friend's house to fix computer den go out and eat.. haha.. den i say anything lohz.. lolx.. den we go all the way to pasir ris to fix the com.. den went out to eat lohz.. sia lahz.. order so many food man.. got black pepper crab, cereal prawns, fish, chicken and alot lahz.. wahaha.. den i keep chiong-ing the chicken.. wha !! the skin damn shiok man.. lolx.. den i oso eat a lot of crab.. super shiok arz.. lolx.. ya.. den come home oso very late liaoz lohz.. bathe den use my computer for a while.. go in ChrRo for a while den go out liaoz.. haha.. cause its already 10 plus.. normal procedure.. this kinda time muz talk to my dear liaoz.. lolx.. ya.. den we juz keep talking lohz.. talk and talk until about 12.30 like that i think.. den the brother come in say wanna use the phone.. diaoz.. lolx.. disturb only sia.. wahaha.. never mind, i forgive him.. haha.. ya.. that's all for yesterday lohz.. wahaha...

Today oso damn tiring man.. lolx.. morning woke up at around 7.55am.. haha.. got badminton mahz.. haha.. den wash up and everything lohz.. den ready only at around 8.30.. lolx.. den my dad drive me to school lohz.. haha.. shiok man.. no need to walk.. lolx.. that is so cool ! wahaha.. den today's training quite slack lahz huh.. juz train one time den play game liaoz... alamak !! i lose 2 matches.. i even lost to cheng ken lohz... this makes me need to reflect liaoz lohz.. i'm not supposed to lose to him lohz, according to my standard lahz.. haha.. so.. ya.. juz need to work really hard liaoz lohz.. haha.. den run the corridor, 25 rounds den pumping 100 times.. lolx.. running damn sianz man... quite tiring lahz huh.. den finish everything le den cheng ken and I go the first level toilet and bathe.. lolx.. not bad lahz huh.. not so dirty... haha.. bathe liaoz den we go up lohz.. lolx.. den still got debrief.. sianz.. haha.. den listen for about 15 - 20 minutes den finally say can go.. haha.. cause he said about this friday's youth camp lohz.. i dunno whether should g oa not lehz.. haha.. FREE lehz.. !! lolx.. as in... i can eat all i want lohz.. shiok lehz.. haha.. sure got some people who eat very little one lohz.. haha.. den i can steal their left over food.. lolx.. woOps.. wahaha.. but need to see how lahz huh.. lolx.. den we go downstairs and eat le lohz.. wahaha.. so damn hungry man.. den the aunty give so little food.. lolx.. so pathetic man.. but never mind lahz huh.. can eat good liaoz ! lolx.. den suddenly mdm wan held a bottle of shuttle and a stack of shuttle in her hands.. haha.. i see her like that, first impression is "OH NO !!" !! lolx.. den everything oso captain's fault lohz.. captain need to rush for co den you all like that lohz.. haha.. never mind... without the captain like you all will die like that.. everything oso rely on me ! lolx.. den she say wad.. err.. captain should be more responsible... den i'm like " ya ya ya ya ya..." lolx.. i heard those things a dozen of times liaoz.. wahaha.. den i dun care lahz.. den i chiong up for co.. haha.. den haven't start mahz.. den we play the drum... lolx.. so shiok man.. haha.. den the first song they practised was xing kong again.. so i was like sleeping there again lohz.. too tired liaoz.. cannot blame.. den the chair too hard to sleep, so i went to sleep near the piano there.. can lie down mahz.. haha... den i sleep a while only den he say change song.. diaoz.. lolx.. den my song he practised like 2 times only.. ok, den pack up time for me only ! lolx.. waste my time sia.. can't they gimme some new songs to practice ? so sianz lohz.. haha.. ya.. den like that lohz.. nothing much lahz.. den muz carry my suona home.. sia lahz.. so heavy man... sianz.. den i some more carrying my badminton bag lehz.. haha... stupid sia.. lolx.. nothing le lahz i think.. haha..

haha.. i think next time blog hor, muz leave the last paragraph for writing things for me dear one.. lolx.. tactic arz.. wahaha... she woke up so late today lohz.. wahaha.. den some more today is her mother's birthday.. sia lahz.. so many birthday man.. haha.. recently is her brother's birthday, now is her mother's.. diaoz.. lolx.. cannot blame lahz huh.. her family very big ah.. haha... den she help cut her mother's and brother's hair.. some more can tell me that she ruined their hair.. lolx.. stupid sia.. woOps.. wahaha.. ahhhh... actually these few days i had been thinking lohz.. wad will happen to us lohz.. after i leave the school for my tertiary studies.. dunno whether we will still last a not lohz.. haiz.. sometimes things are juz like that.. you dun want it to happen, but it surely will happen in one way or another one.. lolx.. juz hope that she can endure all obstacles lohz, and stay faithful... haha... like that den sure ok one.. lolx.. another worst thing is NS.. wha sianz.. hear until NS den i really wanna die liaoz lohz.. yesterday when eating dinner, talk about NS... yesterday talk to my dear, oso got talk until about NS.. this morning my coach debrief us, oso got talk about NS... wahaha... damn sianz lohz.. hope i can get injured or something, den no need to continue NS... next time be driver best lahz ! no need to come back for reservice.. lolx.. I really miss her alot lahz huh.. every night.. before i sleep.. den will always think about her.. haha.. if only can paste one big big poster of her on my ceiling man ! wahaha.. like that den shiok liaoz man.. wahaha.. every night can keep staring and admiring.. woOps.. lolx.. best ah is my whole room paste her poster.. lolx.. door muz paste, wall muz paste, cupboard muz paste and maybe floor oso muz paste.. lolx.. EEeee.. no no.. floor cannot paste.. later other people anyhow step step.. lolx.. cannot cannot !! maybe my bed sheet and everything can change to her face liaoz lahz huh.. haha.. that one a little too extreme liaoz lahz huh.. lolx.. maybe fork and spoon can carve her name on it, plate can have her face.. wahaha.. shiok man.. anyway.. my parents oso know about us liaoz lohz.. haha so never mind.. lolx.. big deal.. but wad i find weird is why they never ask me about her name ?? lolx.. well.. who cares anyway.. lolx.. Pelyn pelyn.. do you really know how much i love you ? haha... this is getting no where.. maybe should broadcast on TV.. woOps.. lolx.. anyway.. look at this man !! Xp

I LOVE YOU PELYN !!!

Saturday, December 04, 2004

-11:17 pm

WHA PIANG EH.. blog half way den com sot sot.. now i muz retype everything all over again.. lolx.. i oso forgot wad i wrote man.. haha.. never mind lahz huh.. lolx.. this time, i'm not going to write everything all over again.. juz summarised everything up.. lolx.. This morning woke up at around 11am lohz.. lolx.. yesterday talk to dear till about 1am.. wahaha.. i was like so freaking tired lohz.. lolx.. yesterday got badminton den chinese orchestra.. haha.. come back oso tired liaoz lohz.. haha.. i woke up at many intervals today.. at from 6am to 9am.. every 1 hr interval i will wake up.. my brother woke up at 6 mahz.. have to go for guard duty.. den i woke up lohz.. den so early.. went back to sleep again.. lolx.. den everytime wake up and see the clock den will always say.. "So Early !!" lolx.. den go back to sleep.. i planned to wake up at 10am.. but dunno why i nv wake up.. haha.. den at 11am... *BANG* lolx.. "DENNIS CHEOK, WHAT"S THE TIME NOW??!!" haha.. den i'm like whoa.. relax lahz.. i juz oversleep only wad.. wahaha.. den i see the clock.. wahaha.. 11am !! lolx.. den i got a shock oso.. wahaha.. den she told me that she bought fried carrot cake for me !! den i was like YESSS !! haha.. den i woke up and chiong to the bathroom to wash up.. lolx.. shiok man... den i ran down to eat it.. Yummy !! damn nice lohz.. lolx.. den i turn on my com and surf the net and do some blog stuff lohz.. lolx.. den at around 12 noon, my dear message me.. lolx.. she juz woke up.. i thought i woke up later than her man.. haha.. den can disturb her.. but den... -.-" LOLX.. Never mind !! next time.. wahaha.. den i went to eat my lunch lohz.. den was messaging kimberly and oso my dear.. haha.. every message i sent, one would come in.. so i took quite a long time to eat my lunch.. lolx.. kimberly's brother was released from BMT today.. haha.. so i think she had to go fetched him or something.. lolx.. she said she would message me back den nv.. diaoz.. lolx.. never mind.. haha.. den i msg my dear only lohz.. she told me she was online, but den i said that i was tired.. haha.. more of a excuse saying that i was lazy to turn on my computer again lahz huh.. lolx.. den dunno why i fell asleep.. i didn't want to sleep one lohz.. haha.. but maybe my bed is too comfortable.. shiok man.. lolx.. lie down le den feel like sleeping already.. wahaha.. den woke up at around 5pm lohz.. den turned on my com, hoping to see my dear online.. but she wasn't.. lolx.. so nvm.. i played chrRo lohz.. wahaha.. today war lehz.. den my team lost.. lolx.. nvm lahz huh... juz a game.. i have my dear with me can liaoz.. all these game doesn't matter any longer, can put one side already.. lolx.. today is my dear's bro de birthday lohz.. haha.. she dun even know man.. how forgetful, this kinda thing oso forgot.. lolx.. cannot say her lahz huh.. haha.. i'm no better.. i forgot my parents birthday this year... lolx.. really totally forgotten about it lohz.. haha.. den my bro told me.. lolx.. they were vey disappointed lohz.. haha.. but you know ? sadness in my heart lahz, cannot show out lahz huh.. everything kept within me can liaoz.. if show out den ppl will start asking many questions.. haha.. den my dear help out in the cooking and stuff i think.. lolx.. den kena burned.. hear liaoz oso heart pain man.. but you know ? muz be sarcastic lahz you know ?? haha.. muz say things like shiok lahz.. lolx.. bleah.. Xp Wahaha.. my dear de blog like public confession man.. read liaoz oso happy arz.. so i should do something like that.. hopefully when she reads it den oso shiok lahz.. haha... let's see.. haha...

I LOVE YOU PELYN !! YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART !!

phew... finally said it out.. wahaha.. really love her man.. she juz rock my world !! lolx.. love you dear 4eva.. bye guys... yawn.. Xp

Friday, December 03, 2004

-6:24 pm

Wahaha.. today damn tiring lohz.. lolx.. i ran 6km lehz.. that's like wow !! lolx.. some more i pass lehz.. by about 40 secs only lahz.. haha.. 18 mintues is my passing time den i get about 7:19 - 7:20.. lolx.. think so.. wahaha.. den today oso nv do anything de lohz.. lolx.. juz 2 attack 1 and 1 attack 2.. wahaha.. not say very tiring lohz.. lolx.. its juz boring.. den the debrief was like suan me one.. lolx.. cause i nv go on wednesday de training mahz.. i went for chalet mahz.. i think no one will oso come back to school for training and suffer lohz.. its not really suffer lahz huh.. i mean its like you go there and tire yourself.. so pathetic.. haha.. so decided not to go lohz.. den i know the coach is angry lohz.. haha.. but he never show out only.. lolx.. but wad you want me to do ? wahaha.. wad's done is done, you juz leave it alone and dun regret it lohz.. lolx... den i ate a plate of nasi lemak in school lohz.. quite shiok lahz.. haha.. den chiong home and bathe den eat my lunch.. den eat again.. shiok man.. lolx.. keep eating.. wahaha.. but nowadays the food at home so sianz one.. woOps.. lolx.. really lahz.. i need to eat something new man.. haha.. den i thought co start at 1pm lohz... den i faster rush to the bus stop.. lolx.. den to my amaze.. when i reach the music room, only a few people is inside man.. haha.. den i sianz diao.. lolx.. den i juz sit there and listen to songs lohz.. haha.. den wait for everybody to come.. wahaha.. den they practised the xing kong again.. den i slacking there again lohz.. lolx.. or should i say i only go there and practice the fen yong and the rest of the time, i slack.. wahaha.. den my dear take so long to reply my message one.. lolx.. den i was like going to sleep there.. lolx.. but den very hard to sleep lohz.. wahaha.. the position very limited den cannot sleep.. lolx.. so nv sleep at all.. wahaha.. i think that's all for today's things lahz.. lolx...

Remember my previous post ? the one i said about the guy who pulled me out of the taxi ? lolx.. it kinda bothered me last night.. i kept thinking man. wad if i did this and wad if i did that ?? lolx... its like playing a game with different endings.. wahaha.. really lohz.. ya see.. i can lock the door wad ! lolx.. i can oso fight him ? [Like Real ! *This option Out* Bleah] or verbal assault ?? lolx.. or i could point middle finger at hime when he stared at me.. lolx.. so many different endings.. lolx.. but every single one comes a different consequences.. wahaha.. correct a not ? lolx.. But i decided to juz leave the situation alone.. do it the peaceful way.. wahaha.. maybe this should prevent any trouble lahz huh.. so many girls with me.. if i got other guys with me den nvm lahz huh.. later i solo den die arz !! lolx..

Whaaa... i really do miss my dear man.. although saw her 2 days ago.. but really lohz ! lolx.. oso dunno how to express to her how much i love her.. lolx.. maybe no words could describe my love for her except for eternity.. wahaha.. we almost every night also talk.. damn shiok man.. every single night talk all the nonsense.. lolx.. woOps.. wahaha.. k lahz.. write till here. takie care guys !! love you dear.. bb !! Xp

Thursday, December 02, 2004

-6:08 pm

Lolx... whaa... so shiok man.. in a way lahz.. haha.. at the time of check in, only me, km, lk, mevis, kc, flav, ys and ym were there.. haha... den starting we all arrange the bed and everything lohz.. lolx.. den soon everybody oso starting to reach le lohz, ernest, wei loong, jireh, jonathan boo, angela lim, angela chan, shu jun, yee wen they all lohz... den about 5 plus den kyler and chin wei oso reach liaoz.. haha.. i go fetch them from the entrance.. lolx.. den some of them go borrow the majong table lahz.. lolx.. the first day like a bit sianz lahz.. haha.. we were like splitted up into different groups.. lolx.. got the majong group, the sleeping group and quite a few lahz.. haha.. den angela lim and yee wen oso dunno go where.. go until so late den come back.. haha.. i oso forgot wad i did lahz huh.. its like so many things happened lohz.. haha.. den angela lim like always wanna sleep den cannot sleep.. lolx.. as in no space lahz huh.. haha.. the place was like very squeezy.. haha.. hello.. look at the amount of people lohz.. we were like squeezing liaoz lohz.. haha.. very hard to walk oso..lolx.. den on the second's day around 5.30am like that lahz, i, kyler, ym, jireh, lk, mevis, wei loong and melvin went to watch the sun rise lohz.. haha... but in the end cannot watch the sun rise, cause we dunno where the sun rise from.. haha.. we were like playing in the playground at the east coast park there.. lolx.. den play until the day so bright.. haha.. den we went to play in the beach.. haha.. den we threw kyler into the water.. lolx.. damn fun man.. haha.. she's my rebound, so can't blame lahz huh.. lolx.. Xp den we slowly walked back lohz.. haha.. the others were like looking for monitor lizards while kyler and I head back to the room first.. lolx.. den we wanted to bathe lohz, but ernest was in the bathroom.. haha.. so kyler had to wait outside.. haha.. den when ernest come out, kyler faster chiong in.. lolx.. den i dunno wheni bathe lahz huh.. but i still got bathe in the morning.. den got quite a few go and swim and do other stuffs.. den the girls and me plus a few other guys slept in the room lohz..wahaha.. shiok man.. lolx.. sleep lehz.. can you believe it.. so shiok man.. nobody disturbing you and you are sleeping.. lolx.. so cool man.. haha.. den we were awakened by km when he come in.. "eh eh, teo min come already lehz ! hehehehehe *chuckles*" den i was like diaoz.. so irritating man.. especially when he started to chuckle.. pengz.. looks like a sissy man.. haha.. den when everyone come back form lunch liaoz, it was kinda noisy, so i cannot sleep.. haha.. den i woke up and make my hair lohz.. lolx.. den was preparing to go eat lunch liaoz.. lolx.. den we eat the katong laksa.. pengz.. so little man.. den i was like not full lohz.. haha.. but too bad.. lolx.. den after a while den we go cycling !! haha.. that was really fun man.. until jolene called lk and asked him how to go.. lolx.. she told me that lk told her that it was coasta sand.. lolx.. den when i listened to the phone, the talk a bit den hanged up liaoz.. like very angry like that.. den i was like what the.. lolx.. i nv bring my handphone wad..haha.. i was wearing my basketball pants.. den where you find pocket for me ? i oso never bring pouch.. lolx.. den i was like kinda worried lohz, den i used kc's handphone to call my dear.. den she crap alot lahz huh.. haha.. den we decided to meet each other at BK.. haha.. den i cannot leave the scene yet, cause we need to return the bicycle as a whole group.. so i had to wait for everybody to finish playing and chiong back to the shop.. we were definitely late and passed the time liaoz.. haha.. den we were all cycling back lohz.. den i suddenly had an idea.. lolx.. i suddenly remembered that km and cw and head front of us.. so i decided to ask one of them to chiong with me back, and ask them to take care of the bike for me.. haha.. den i was like peddling very quickly to catch up with them lohz.. lolx.. very shiok man, the wind.. haha.. den after leaving the bike there, i ran to burger kind.. lolx.. damn tired already lohz.. haha.. den they were standing there eating ice cream and drinking something lahz huh.. lolx.. I was so glad that i finally could see my dear again lohz.. haha.. its been like, let's see... 12 days since i seen her liaoz lohz.. almost half a month lehz.. can you imagine how long is that ? haha... den was quite happy lahz huh.. lolx.. the worst thing is that they dun dare to go in lohz.. haha.. so stupid man.. lolx.. so shy arz ? haha.. *puke* den they go the playground and talk lohz.. den i oso kinda fed up lahz huh.. lolx.. i wanted to get everything well done and prepared lahz huh.. den i went to bathe first lohz.. they took so long to like go in lohz.. so when i finished bathing, den i was sitting on the hammock and rest lohz.. haha.. den they oso disappear lahz huh.. den kc told me that they were eating laksa.. den i was like diaoz.. i hack care oso liaoz lahz huh.. den i slept there.. wanted to help them but you know ? tired lahz huh.. den i tried sleeping, but cannot lehz.. i juz kept thinking of her lohz.. haha.. den cannot take it liaoz.. so i went to look for her.. the first place i went was the arcade, but cannot find them.. lolx.. i was suprised though... haha.. den i suddenly remembered she told wad eating ice cream.. lolx.. den i go everywhere selling ice cream.. but dun have.. den i was like thinking, where could she be.. haha.. den i starting to walk past the food court lohz.. den i took a very thorough look.. haha.. den i finally found them there.. lolx.. she was like sitting there listening to jolene talk on the handphone lohz.. i wanted to talk to her, but you know ? jolene is there and i oso dunno wad to talk to her lahz huh.. den i was like fine.. keep quiet lohz.. i was like expecting more from that day lohz.. so i was kinda disappointed.. but its ok lahz.. i understand.. but i'm still glad she came cause i managed to see her.. haha.. i wanted to ask her to stay overnight, but you know ? things sometimes doesn't work your way huh ? so nvm lahz.. i let her go, even if i keep persisting, it won't help lahz huh.. her decision will still be the same.. dun want her to find me irritating.. lolx.. so you know ? look things on the brighter side lahz huh ? haha.. i wanted to send her off, but she went off with teo min they all lohz.. so not my fault.. i can't possible follow so many girls.. haha.. den i was like sitting there at the barbecue there and see her go.. man ! you dunno how i feel ! lolx.. as in, you dunno how it feels to see someone you love go.. wahaha.. but whatever.. lolx.. den i headed back to the room lohz.. cause it was so smoky outside.. haha.. sianz man.. den we watch singapore idol lohz.. haha.. den ernest was like always bringing food in for us.. we watch alot of tv lahz... Mr hou came lohz.. haha.. i'm suprised.. lolx.. den some of them went to the red house on the second night lohz.. haha.. den let police catch. lolx.. even Alfred got caught.. haha.. he's the tuition teacher of a few there.. lolx.. so damn funny man.. haha.. many things happened lahz huh.. juz to lazy to write.. haha.. it was juz one hell of a fun man ! lolx.. the worst thing is today when we were heading back home... one guy is such a pain to my ass man.. we boarded the taxi den he shouted.. lolx.. den i'm like wtf.. he pull me off the taxi lohz.. i wanted to lock the door one lohz.. haha.. but den you know ? angela they all there, later if i go against him, he go deal with them.. so i say nvm, this time i let go ! i was furious within me, but cannot show out lahz huh.. haha.. i was like saying in my heart to him screw off messer !! Xp.. take care guys.. i'm gonna eat now.. so damn hungry.. lolx.. bye bye.. love you dear !! man !! juz missing her every minute every hour and every day !! lolx.. Xp