Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
Key.Of.Heart
..Growth & Multiplication
..Smooth Graduation in SP
..Enter SOT
..Quick Enlistment and Quick ORD..
haiz.. fed up already lahz.. one by one not steady.. dun go for christmas countdown.. guess i'll go alone again.. den some more nowadays messag her, she takes so long to reply.. i really practicing my endurance already man.. all these things are really driving me nuts.. dunno when will this sort of things really end.. first and foremost, can anyone define the word friends ? i think there are many classification of friends man.. first is hi bye friends.. secondly is good frens as in always go out de lohz.. den thirdly is best frens where you share secrets and stuff.. i really dunno wad's going on in my life.. come to think about it, i dun have any good friends or best friends.. which i'm still trying to search for.. it juz ain't coming yet.. i've been patient already.. its already been 3 years.. and still.. haiz.. sometimes i juz bottle things up and yea.. i juz dun like to share quite alot.. i'm afraid that could make me vulnerable.. so its better i keep things to myself.. some really major ones.. i can't really share it with anyone as yet.. as personally i think that friendship are developed stage by stage.. and i dun think any of my hi bye friends had reached that stage yet.. so you know ? i'll juz try to leave things as it is lahz.. the only reason why i'm not communicating much with guys is because most of them, they dun really need a person like me.. haha... seriously speaking.. i'm someone who dun really open up that much.. you want me to joke, not really a problem.. but when it comes to talking about personal life, i think that's really a different story.. and the reason why girls i can communicate better is because, they are willing to share their problems.. and i'm juz the kind who sits and listen and help you out.. sometimes i really wonder.. why can i help others but i cannot help myself ? its juz weird ya see.. haha... its the same thing i could not figure out for years.. maybe this is life.. lonliness !! poo... maybe that's my life.. all i have now is only her.. she's the only one that accompanies me now.. haiz.. and if she stops communicating with me, guess wad my life would be ? juz take today as an example.. i juz felt like a drunken man swaying around in my room.. its juz gives you that kind of feeling.. is this the kind of life that i really deserve ? its been a long time since i've written this kinda post.. cause maybe i bottled it up too long.. it have to come out, if not things would not juz be the way you guys see it today.. i'm really tired... literally... they say secondary school is where you get the most friends.. but i dun think so.. maybe this isn't the life i want it to be.. nvm.. i'll wait till i go to tertiary level and see whether i can really find FRIENDS... true friends.. sometimes i really wanna be with people together, ya know ? fellowship ? but they juz keep rejecting me every... single... time.. wad could i do ? i definitely cannot force them.. an dall i can say is "oh... ok, nvm.." i think i really had enough of it.. i think its time i live a solo life and maybe God is my only true friend that i get... poo !! getting kinda fed up already.. nvm.. i'll juz make do with it.. i think i plan my life to only include God, me and her.. i cannot even get along with my family.. great.. i juz got rejected by someone again.. thanks ah !! really thank you !! gosh.. nvm.. my parents are like hi bye friends to me.. my bro has reached somewhere higher than hi bye, but not yet good friends.. so.. where could i turn to huh ? you tell me.. no family support, no friends to support.. haha.. juz great !! i guess its only her den.. nvm.. i'll juz make do with it den.. hmmm... but she's so busy nowadays.. wanna ask her out oso difficult.. got this got that.. haha.. life is so miserable.. one day ! i juz belive one day, God will send me a true friends.. amen..
juz hope that you could spend more time with me ya ? i miss you lots.. please take care of yourself k.. tomorrow you still have your last performance.. dun worry, i'll be there, even if no one wanna tag alone.. haha.. i'll be supporting ya all the way.. i'll shout with the loudest voice i got.. wahaha.. shiok ritez ? anyway.. tomorrow you still got wedding thing.. haha.. so shiok.. den wad bareback arz ? lolx.. should take photo man... haha.. let me see the growth in you.. lolx.. ahahaha.. anyway.. juz take your meals regularly and all the best for ur performance k ? i love you.. God bless ya.. !! Xp
