Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
Key.Of.Heart
..Growth & Multiplication
..Smooth Graduation in SP
..Enter SOT
..Quick Enlistment and Quick ORD..
ok.. i oso dunno wad happen man.. 19 January 2005.. it is supposed to be a happy day for me.. its our 3rd month anniversary.. but sad to say.. today was so screwed up man.. that i had to endure everything within me.. in the morning, my darling woke up late.. den i cannot meet her.. so i took my dad's car to school lohz.. reached school at 7 plus.. den wanted to wait for her in the canteen.. but i supposed she reached later than the bell ring lohz.. so i had no choice lohz.. had to go and line up.. yeah.. den i go class oso sianz lohz.. starting of the day oso already like that liaoz.. wanna see her oso cannot.. haiz.. den no choice lohz.. went back to class.. tried to cheer myself up and be a bit siao siao.. haha.. but in the end kena scolded be friends.. lolx.. so nvm lohz. den i remain quiet lohz..really very sianz lohz.. den recess.. i never even see her.. haiz.. everything was like so totally screwed up lohz.. wanted to find her but cannot even see her in the canteen.. den i oso dunno go where find her.. den bell ring liaoz oso nv see her.. only met her when we returned to class.. juz managed to take a quick glance.. seeing her leaving me was like ahhhhh.... a stab in my heart.. haha.. den return to class got chemistry test lohz.. haha.. i sianz already lahz.. lolx.. dun care anymore.. cause i was waiting for 12.45pm to come.. so that i can leave for my badminton tournament.. alamak.. today play against ang mo kio secondary school.. haha.. we lost.. 4 - 1.. quite a few cried lahz.. seeing them like that i oso wanna cry liaoz lohz.. but wad could i do ? i'm the captain.. if even i myself cannot stand firm, how can i lead my members.. so i tried to endure lohz.. nobody can understand how i feel.. wanted to cry lahz.. haha.. cause see you all fight until so hard. den in the end we still lost.. like very disappointing lahz.. but yeah.. its a very difficult feeling to overcome.. but i guessed i did.. tried very hard to keep myself away from negative thoughts.. it was like a double combo attack to me.. first it was my anniversary and everything went wrong.. and den the badminton we lose.. wad could we ask for man ? haha.. i'm so stressful man.. no one gets as much stress as from me.. i'm feeling stress for almost everything in my life.. i'm stressed about school work, about my spiritual life, about my badminton, about my family, about my girlfriend, about my friends, well.. almost everything that concerns my life.. how could anyone comprehend that ? i think i should be conservative and be ME myself kinda thing.. i'm so sick and tired already lahz.. lolx.. really dun wanna feel stress lahz.. its driving me nuts.. you guys wanna leave me den leave me lahz.. dun care anymore.. studies.. fail den fail lahz.. big deal.. at most stay back lohz.. so tired of trying to cope with stress.. shall let everything be as it is.. you dun disturb me.. i dun disturb you.. that's the kind of theory.. YEAH !!!
SO FREAKING TIRED WITH LIFE>>> I dun even know why i'm even stress about you.. but i guess that's the way it is.. so forget it.. you dun give a damn, i oso dun give a damn.. haha.. YEAH !!! Mess off people !! COOL...
