Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
Key.Of.Heart
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haha.. yo.. guess who ?? lolx.. very long never blog already.. very tired man.. lolx.. juz came back from badminton today.. haha.. today in badminton i oso nothing to do lohz.. juz slack and play a few matches only.. lolx.. nothing much today lahz.. juz a bit stressed up in the morning.. my mother dun want me to go for cell group this saturday.. cause she wanna celebrate my birthday with me.. wahaha.. i know she meant well.. but.. she says that i'm going there because of my friends.. i'm like kinda hurt lohz.. den my dad also messaged me and told me not to go.. haiz.. i oso dunno wad to do lahz.. so stressed up.. when i can leave the country, i would finally get some peace there hopefully.. i wanna die already man.. den i failed my maths loci test and the recent chinese test.. oh boy ! my mum is going to scream and yell at me.. i'm so dead.. but whenever things i say, they also won't understand.. haiz.. sometimes when i pass, they also not very happy like that.. den when i fail, they start scolding me.. of course its not directly scolding me lahz.. but i can tell lahz.. its not that i am blaming them lahz.. i understand wad they are telling me.. but sometimes they dun understand me.. but wad can i do ? i dun really like to express much things out to them.. cause my mum's kinda sensitive to some stuffs.. haha.. so its kinda scary when you say some stuffs to her.. so you gotta be extra careful.. so i prefer to keep everything to myself den.. juz in case i said something wrongly or something.. haha.. its juz amazing how i could survive so long.. haha.. man ! juz so damn stressful.. yea.. you see me laughing and stuff.. but i think that's me.. i think my survival tactic is to laugh.. it juz makes you forget everything.. but its juz temporary.. oh boy ! that really sucks.. I love laughing especially with J Lo.. oh my gosh.. her laughing is like so addictive.. haha.. the moment she laughs, i will laugh along.. haha.. den my circle of friends has became smaller already.. cause when you stick to one group to often, the other one gets left alone.. haiz.. really struggling right now.. wanna die liaoz lahz.. ahhhh... give me some peace !! how i wish you were here with me right now.. but everytime when you are not with me when i needed you, i turn to God.. And i always remember of certain comforting songs.. haha.. but i think prayer really works lohz.. haha.. so everytime when i meet a certain obstacle, i would usualy pray about it.. sometimes people hurt you when they are too open minded.. but i think that's the way it is.. sometimes i oso hurt others feeling when i feel open minded a a bit high.. but i'll feel guilty about it.. so i'll pray and ask for forgiveness.. haha.. i think that's life.. you always get carried away when things are going out the way you want it to be.. you get too arrogant and cocky.. haha.. but i dunno about myself.. i dun get cocky.. but maybe too confident about myself.. Sometimes i really wanna help people around me.. but maybe they dun really appreciate it at all.. sometimes i really wanna give up you know ? and change back to a conservative person.. but i guess that is not possible.. it will definitely affect people around me.. hmmm.. but sometimes i wonder ? why do i care so much about the others ?? maybe i should stand alone.. no one bothers me and i dun bother anyone.. but there is always a temptation for me to go help others when i see them sad.. but sometimes people think i'm nosey.. haiz.. oso dunno wad to do lahz.. so fed up.. haha.. man !! i miss you so much man.. nowadays oso dun get to spend time with ya.. only in the morning den i get to see ya.. after that.. you would disappear out of my life or something.. haiz.. never mind.. maybe we're both busy.. take care people !! I love you pel... God bless you !!
