Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
Key.Of.Heart
..Growth & Multiplication
..Smooth Graduation in SP
..Enter SOT
..Quick Enlistment and Quick ORD..
I still can't sense comfort in my heart.. And i'm even having difficulties to even sleep at night.. I woke up at a few intervals, juz crying out to God.. Asking God Why ?? You may think I'm mad.. But ya.. Its like the moment when i woke up.. I would start thinking of you.. I had no more tears to cry anymore.. But I think it hurts more internally.. I juz dun understand why you know ? why... ? Always people ask me.. Did you do anything wrong ? And I would always say no.. Den this morning God spoke to me.. He said yes.. you did.. You did not keep the promise that you have given to Me.. I know.. Maybe that's why it drove us apart.. It was because of Sin.. I think I told this to ya before.. But you dun quite get it.. Maybe I could share a testimony next time with others when i grow up.. Now is not the time yet.. But one day I will.. Cause God has really showed me that He lives.. Suddenly, i juz feel the sense of loneliness once more.. I still can't get over you.. Through the night.. I've been thinking, should I let go, or should i persist on ? But there are many factors to consider when you do this kinda thing.. If I persist, i'm afraid you might find me irritating.. But if I let go now, I know i'm gonna be brokenhearted and live a life of no excitement.. Memories ? Its too sweet to be a memory.. I juz can't let things go that easily after I've put in so much effort and commitment in it.. haiz.. i dunno.. Many things juz flashed back and I really can't let things go.. I'm still not sure whether I should approach my cell group leader.. Why ah why ah ? sigh..
