Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
Key.Of.Heart
..Growth & Multiplication
..Smooth Graduation in SP
..Enter SOT
..Quick Enlistment and Quick ORD..
hmmmz.. now you've left for malaysia.. hope that gives you ample time to think.. seriously speaking.. this was the first time i could not get to sleep.. i know i am tired, but it juz get stucked in my mind every single time.. i'm worried that things dun turn out the way I felt.. Many wild imaginations started crossing my mind, thinking how would you reply me.. but it juz didn't turn out the way which i thought.. That's why i say reality is scary.. I tried to think, wad would i do without you ? Nothing appeared in my mind.. i juz couldn't imagine my life without you in it.. its juz so hard to imagine.. thus, i've decided not to think so much.. tried to sleep, flip here flip there.. still cannot sleep.. den i was so glad you called me.. And after your call, it gave me some rest in the heart.. I felt some kind of peace within.. and i could sleep right after that.. I am proud of you.. you've grown ever since.. maybe you dun see it, but I saw.. The only way i can communicate with you is through God.. I juz keep praying and praying every single time when i felt i could not take it anymore.. and it'll give me a temporary peace.. and when things started to cross my mind, i will juz keep praying.. This was the 1st time i prayed so many times.. I juz keep praying and praying because i think prayers work.. God hears us.. I know that he knows the agony in me.. I always say let Faith decide everything.. But i still get anxious.. Everything in my world is like so crazy now.. one by one everyone is like leaving me.. I juz quarreled with my mum this morning.. she claims that i dun understand the family.. wad else could i say.. i juz quickly ate my breakfast den find my fastest way to get out of home and go to school.. den when i go to school.. i get to worry about something else.. its juz lonliness that fills me.. Sometimes you really wonder wad Friends are for.. Everyone has their own group of friends and i'm like trying to fit in, but i juz can't.. i'm like a social outcast or something.. I pray for your safety when you're overseas and hope you take your meals regularly.. I dun even know when are you returning to Singapore.. How i hope you'll return tomorrow.. So i could talk to you.. Take care !! I miss you so so so so much... but there's no one to hear me out.. I juz pray that you'll have an enjoyable time with your family.. maybe you should put our things aside first and enjoy yourself.. We are not born in this world to always deal with problems.. We should always live life to the fullest.. we should enjoy ourselves when there is a chance to.. Hope this matter doesn't affect your trip.. Sigh.. Why is society so unfair ? Why is the world so unfair to you ?? I juz pray that you'll stand tall and continue to shine for God.. We really miss out alot on Benny Hinn's Healing Crusade.. hmmmz.. why can't i stop thinking of you ? Where are you now ?? man !! this sucks.. Bon Voyage my girl.. I will try not to think so much when possible.. I'll be right here waiting.. Take care.. God bless !! My prayers will always be with you..
