Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
Key.Of.Heart
..Growth & Multiplication
..Smooth Graduation in SP
..Enter SOT
..Quick Enlistment and Quick ORD..
hmmm.. dun wanna talk so much lahz.. but probably today is a significant day to me.. I think everything should have a good start, and everything should have a good end.. Let's hope I could fulfill the good ending.. I dunno how i can tell her my last words.. maybe i could ask her to come in and see.. My thoughts are running all over me now.. i juz can't believe it.. I seriously can't.. phew ! wad a day.. pelyn pelyn.. ahh never mind.. Let's do this formal..
First things first, I would like to thank you for giving me such a great time in these 5 months. I can still remember the day when we first met. Remember you asked me to pass evelyn her handphone to her ? Guess that's when i first "really" saw you. I saw you a couple of times when you greeted Kyler. But still, i only met you when Jolene was talking to me and you approached. Then next, we had our first outing. We went out that day, with Jolene and Royston too. We went to walk around and do nothing. But settled down at the cinema, but could not catch a movie because Royston didn't agree on watching. So we just hung out at a corner. And we played with pads and pantyliner. I still can't forget that. People even watched us. Then we went home already, and you went home yourself. From then on, we never went out anymore. You even promised to watch a movie with me. Guess that promise won't come true anymore. Still remembered how we talked on the phone all night long, every single day. Quite extreme right ? But I think its good as we could maintain our communication. It really brought us closer. Then the most memorable one was our China trip.. Man ! You're the best ! You were the girl that gave me all my "first times". You were the first girl that made me held her hands. You were the first girl that lay on me. There are many things which was first time for me. And you gave it all to me.. Thank you so much! I've never ask anything more than these. And I thank God for all that. You turned my lonely life into something more exciting and something worth living for. Remember your christmas performance in Orchard? When i saw you, you made me proud. Your performance was great. A borned leader. Standing in front some more. You are really great ! I love to see you dance. Let's just hope that I could see you dance once more. Everytime i see you dance, it made me more assured of what I was doing. Guess all our talk on when we grow up perishes too ritez ? No more kids, no more bed talks.. Sure brings back memories! Why am I crying? This shouldn't be happening. I thought I never cried. But why ? I don't mind sharing this with everyone now. I had visions and dreams on what might happen. I always have happy images appearing in my mind. There's one image that could never go away from my mind. Its the one where you were in my arms and pouring your heart out to me. But I guessed that never happen ! There are many things that i actually wanna say.. But to protect the both of us.. I rather let it be a secret between us. I think I better stop.. The more I write, the more my tears flow. I thought my heart was a solid rock. But I guess i'm emotional after all.. Maybe everything was all my owndoing.. You will always be the princess in my heart ! Please take care and study hard k ? God bless you in everything you do. Let's hope we could be the best-est friend there ever could be. You know when we came down from the plane and you started ignoring me.. I was totally helpless.. There was no one i could turn to.. I could not even turn to my cell group leader as I'm afraid that might put you into trouble.. So I always tried to help myself.. But since you have no feelings for me anymore.. I thank you for the 5 months that you ahve given to me.. God bless you and hope that everything will be alright for you.. Hope we'll still talk as normal.. Not like now.. Take care !! I better stop already.. If not i'm gonna die anytime.. Let's juz hope that this relationship had changed you into a better person, if it didn't den its my fault.. I'm sorry.. I did not do a good job.. Juz wanna let you know that I've changed into a better person when I was with you ! Thank you so much.. You changed me into a better person ! I've experienced many things and one thing was sacrificial love.. I will never forget that.. Hope God guides you along the way and change you to be more like Jesus. Bye.. ='(
Matt 7:7-8 Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
Matt 6:34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day brings enough trouble of its own.
Phill 4:6 Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.
Really thank you so much for everything.. I was a happy person whenever I was with you. Still remembered my birthday.. when i was on the bus and you messaged me.. My face immediately lit up as the message came from you. I juz hope that we can now be true friends. One who really shows each other the right way to go. I juz hope that if there is anything bothering you, please let me know.. I will help you out.. I hope we could talk like how friends talk.. God bless you all !! Thank you everyone for all your encouragement.. Thank you so much.. Bye..
