Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
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haha.. sorry guys for not blogging a long time.. been kinda busy with quite a few stuffz.. haha.. exams mahz.. so cannot really come and blog lahz.. lolx.. den my results oso not very good lahz.. lolx.. den i now oso dunno how to tell my parents.. later they'll gonna ban me from church or something.. haha.. den that is really gonna be bad.. haha.. so i oso dunno lahz.. i dun think they will trust me anymore.. lolx.. oh man.. i think i really got some explanations to do man... Alycia couldn't come for cell group because she failed 2 subjects.. her parents were not very happy with it.. oh no.. i think its gonna be my turn real soon that they'll ground me from church.. haiz.. why ah ? why i so stupid one ? no matter how i study still cannot do well one ? alamak.. i juz hope she doesn't stop me from going for POS.. if really so arz, i think a big quarrel might end up.. maybe whenever she talks to me about church, i'll juz walk away and lock my room.. haha.. i oso dunno wad to do lahz.. to prevent any quarrels, maybe this might be the best way.. haha.. but its like no respect for them.. i oso dunno wad to do lahz.. juz hope that everything is in god's hands.. i'm kinda weary and dry within me already.. den i'm physically weary too.. especially my left arm.. haha.. long story.. but POS is really veyr fun one lohz.. lolx.. woo.. didn't know i can dance so well.. lolx.. yeah !! i'm on the front row.. haha.. Veronica is my dancing partner.. haha.. so she stands in front of me.. haha.. but i'm like going to laugh man.. we got a lot of surprises for you guys man.. haha.. i was like shocked oso lahz when i heard of the things we gonna do.. haha.. guys, pls come and support me k ? haha.. people always say i can't dance.. haha.. or some people can't imagine me dancing.. wahaha.. maybe this is the time.. lolx.. but i think its really gonna be crowded man.. haha.. that's the think i'm kinda worried about.. wahaha.. but after this thing, i think i won't be participating in so much church events already.. gonna concentrate on my o level already.. and my parents oso dun like me to be so active in church because i alwasy return home late.. haha.. whaa.. i very scared they ban me from church man.. lolx.. juz hope that i can at least go to church on sunday lahz.. haha.. whaa.. den because of POS, i cannot go to genting with ernest, cheryl, lee kian and wei loong.. sianz man.. i want to go de lohz.. but den i've got practices for POS.. haiz.. will miss out so much fun.. haha.. sianz man.. lolx.. my o level chinese is on next monday.. alamak.. so fast man.. i really need to chiong my chinese liaoz lahz. so maybe a few POS practices cannot go.. i oso confirm not going for the first rehearsal le, cause i need to prepare myself for the O levels.. haha.. ahhh !! i damn scared man.. lolx.. the feeling is like PSLE like that lahz.. lolx.. ok lahz.. better stop already lahz.. feel like sleeping already.. very tired.. lolx.. take care guys !! need to sleep already ! got anything contact me k ? haha.. cyaz !! ciao..
Monday, May 09, 2005
-10:58 pm
I'm totally depressed.. oh man.. i really dunno why things have to end up such a way. there is is definitely not a need for this kind of thing.. i dreaded and hope that i wouldn't have happened.. but it still.. first that and now this... its kinda driving me up the walls.. i really never thought that its so painful.. well.. anyway.. my song is done already... Probably still need reconstructuring and changing here and there.. but probably after the exams ba.. i finished it during my trip to and fro from church.. its a chinese song though.. hope those peeps who dun really like chinese song bear with me already.. next time den maybe i'll do the recording.. the headache part is the music part.. never mind..
haha.. the song is repeated here and there lahz.. den the last part is the bridge.. dun ask me why i wrote this song.. i wrote quite a couple of songs previously.. but would juz leave them aside.. cause i know my songs all cannot make it one.. haha.. i'm now working on a worship song.. lolx.. I always start the writing of my songs with the chorus.. den i would work backwards and stuff.. its really fun to write songs.. haha.. of course if you have a passion for music that is.. haha.. I think i'm gonna try RnB soon.. make the music loop over and over again.. den do a rap.. wahaha.. it was always my dream to do a rap.. but its really hard..i really like eminem's lyrics.. although a bit "wrong".. but the lyrics has a deep meaning in it.. that's wad really attracts me to his music.. its good to write a song with deep comprehending of meaning in the lyrics.. haha.. some of ya maybe cannot read my lyric cause its in chinese.. so ya.. you have to install the language and region thing in ur com.. dunno can come find me.. but you will need your windows CD.. so find it b4 you approach me for help.. haha.. yup.. I'm feeling much better now.. look like music really gives me the power to move any mountains.. but it is usually temporary.. but nvm though.. take care guys !! cyaz.. god bless for ya exams.. talking about exmas.. my social studies die liao lahz.. very hard man..
Saturday, May 07, 2005
-11:34 pm
ahhh.. why can't anyone understand me ? not even my own brother.. why can't you even give in to me for once ? everytime you come back from army.. whenever you see me, you would shout and yell at me.. when will there be a day when peace will ever come by ? do you know how much i missed you when you were in camp ? now how i wished you would stay in your camp and never come back anymore.. whenever you needed companion, i would be there.. wad about me ? when i needed you were you there ? you would busy sitting and your computer and ignore me.. you always put an act in front of others like we were very close.. but i know inside me.. i am segregated from you.. as some of them know.. i've written a song.. some of them already heard.. den someone came ask me.. why do you always like to listen, sing and write sad songs ? how do you want me to answer huh ? the closest person in the family has got to be my brother.. and now.. i feel like he's so cold towards me nowadays... Why can't you even give in to me for once ? you always treat me like your servant.. i've got to take things for ya.. run errands for ya.. do this and do that.. wad for ?? ALL FOR YOU !! but do you even appreciate ? maybe its time to step out of your comfort zone and try being in my shoes.. i really dun wanna hurt ya you know ? the reason why i give in is because i'm afraid that you would flare up.. i hate it when you get angry.. you would ignore me and i have no one to talk to.. no one to share my life with.. The worst part is you would start yelling at me.. That would really hurt me.. but i guess no one really understands huh.. how i wished i have a younger sibling who i can really shower my love upon.. but why do i have to be the younger one ? why ?? man.. sometimes i really wonder.. why always be mr. nice when everyone around you takes advantage of you ? i always see people with their siblings.. so loving and caring.. i've never really talked bad of my brother or anything.. probably juz a few.. but i dun think those are really significant.. i always wanted people to have a good impression of you brother ! but why ? and i got pesercuted once more today.. about some church stuff.. oh man !! i'm going crazy.. i was like happy eating my dinner.. den they suddenly talked about city harvest.. den they started on their own conversation.. so i really lost my appetite.. den kept quiet for the whole moment until we left the table.. oh man.. today was a really bad day man !! sigh.. why ? I had a very weird dream yesterday.. think i better not share.. cause it's kinda spiritual.. its very weird though.. haha.. take care people !! sigh.. God bless.. bye bye..
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
-8:17 pm
haha.. very long never blog already.. lolx.. ahh.. this few days cannot really get to sleep man.. wahaha.. i've been sleeping at around 1 - 2 +.. cause cannot sleep man.. maybe i'm getting insomnia or something.. haha.. den ya.. nothing much to blog oso lahz.. haha.. juz sunday.. asked ernest and cheryl to come down to church... lolx.. damn funny lohz.. that stupid ernest.. come and disturb me during worship time.. haha.. better not say about it lahz.. but its very sickening man.. haha.. quite many things happen lahz.. but kinda lazy to write.. lolx.. yeah !! tomorrow is a holiday man.. that's so cool.. wahaha.. all thanks to the SYF participants !! Dennis hereby thank all participants of the SYF.. we really done a great job man.. lolx.. keep it up guys ! but we dunno what will the cca turn out to be after the seniors gonna leave.. wo0ps.. wahaha.. den ya.. oso dunno my schedule for tomorrow is wad.. haha.. den tuesday was the paper 1 for english and mother tongue.. haha.. i'm like so scared for the paper man.. haha.. the english one is the funniest one.. lolx.. they asked me to write about someone who had gone through great odds to achieve something.. haha.. den i wrote about this guy named Peter.. den err.. his parents looked down on him and despise him.. den his family was down with alcohols and gambling.. den one day in order to escape debts, they abandoned him.. den he was sent to the children's home.. den he had no friends and his teachers despised him.. after that.. he contracted kidney failure.. haha.. den had to undergo dialysis.. need money mahz.. haha.. den after his O level, he had to leave the children's home due to age limit.. haha.. so he had no shelter over his head.. den got one widow took him in.. den in the end, the widow died.. wahaha.. very tragic one lahz.. lolx.. den chinese paper was still quite ok lahz... haha.. OH NO !! wahaha.. my brother received an invitation from my school to be an IT lecturer or something.. oh no.. let's juz hope that he cannot apply for the application due to his NS.. woo !! lolx.. if he come to my school everyday ah.. that'll be like so siao man.. lolx.. i will have hell.. haha.. hope he better not come !! wahaha.. so boring lahz.. haha.. feel like watching house of wax.. but like got nobody to accompany me one.. haha.. so sianz man.. ok lahz... guess that's all lahz.. dun wanna write too long.. wahaha.. cyaz guys !! bye..
