Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
Key.Of.Heart
..Growth & Multiplication
..Smooth Graduation in SP
..Enter SOT
..Quick Enlistment and Quick ORD..
ahhh.. why can't anyone understand me ? not even my own brother.. why can't you even give in to me for once ? everytime you come back from army.. whenever you see me, you would shout and yell at me.. when will there be a day when peace will ever come by ? do you know how much i missed you when you were in camp ? now how i wished you would stay in your camp and never come back anymore.. whenever you needed companion, i would be there.. wad about me ? when i needed you were you there ? you would busy sitting and your computer and ignore me.. you always put an act in front of others like we were very close.. but i know inside me.. i am segregated from you.. as some of them know.. i've written a song.. some of them already heard.. den someone came ask me.. why do you always like to listen, sing and write sad songs ? how do you want me to answer huh ? the closest person in the family has got to be my brother.. and now.. i feel like he's so cold towards me nowadays... Why can't you even give in to me for once ? you always treat me like your servant.. i've got to take things for ya.. run errands for ya.. do this and do that.. wad for ?? ALL FOR YOU !! but do you even appreciate ? maybe its time to step out of your comfort zone and try being in my shoes.. i really dun wanna hurt ya you know ? the reason why i give in is because i'm afraid that you would flare up.. i hate it when you get angry.. you would ignore me and i have no one to talk to.. no one to share my life with.. The worst part is you would start yelling at me.. That would really hurt me.. but i guess no one really understands huh.. how i wished i have a younger sibling who i can really shower my love upon.. but why do i have to be the younger one ? why ?? man.. sometimes i really wonder.. why always be mr. nice when everyone around you takes advantage of you ? i always see people with their siblings.. so loving and caring.. i've never really talked bad of my brother or anything.. probably juz a few.. but i dun think those are really significant.. i always wanted people to have a good impression of you brother ! but why ? and i got pesercuted once more today.. about some church stuff.. oh man !! i'm going crazy.. i was like happy eating my dinner.. den they suddenly talked about city harvest.. den they started on their own conversation.. so i really lost my appetite.. den kept quiet for the whole moment until we left the table.. oh man.. today was a really bad day man !! sigh.. why ? I had a very weird dream yesterday.. think i better not share.. cause it's kinda spiritual.. its very weird though.. haha.. take care people !! sigh.. God bless.. bye bye..
