Dennis Cheok
06/03/1989
Singapore Polytechnic - Information Communication Techonology (DICT)
City Harvest Church - N384 (AN Zone)
godfreak@gmail.com
Fav. Food: Beef Noodles
Fav. Drink: Bandung
Fav. Person: Jesus
Fav. Song: Majesty(Here I Am)[Delirious?]
Fav. Singers: BoA & Jay Chou
Fav. Bands: Fort Minor, Linkin Park & Delirious?
Dennis can Dance!
Dennis can Sing!
Dennis can Compose Songs!
Dennis can Speak Well!
Dennis is an Animal Lover!
Dennis Loves God!
What more do you expect man ? X)
Key.Of.Heart
..Growth & Multiplication
..Smooth Graduation in SP
..Enter SOT
..Quick Enlistment and Quick ORD..
oh man.. today screwed up man.. lolx... especially during biology practical test lohz.. only misread the instruction and took excess hot water only mahz.. den muz shout at me from one corner to the other mehz ? alamak.. make me feel so... errr.. malu... haha... but never mind.. i forgive her lahz.. she still new to christ church.. i dun blame her for not knowing.. haha.. Days gone by.. I'm really living my life meaninglessly.. I'm like driving on an highway.. juz keep driving where there's no ending.. i dunno where to stop.. or should i say.. i dunno where to stop.. should i ever make a u-turn back ? But they keep telling me to look forward.. I've been trying hard.. But its like i'm driving forward.. And while i'm driving, i'm thinking of the backtrack that i've walked.. And i know i should go back.. This ain't over yet.. I really tried to go on like I've never known you.. But you were the reason why i kept driving on.. you are like my fuel.. without the fiel, the car would never start moving.. how had this hapened.. the pasenger seat was never meant to be empty.. Physically its empty.. But i know, all these while, there's someone that is always there. A feeling that could never be described. I always have beautiful visions.. visions that gives me hope and motivation to move on. But then.. That was not it.. Why do you want to have visions that doesn't come to past ? Many images and future images appeared to me. And i feel that my talent is somehow related to this vision things.. My purpose is looking for me.. But i can't seem to grab hold onto it. WHY ?? there are many whys in my life... I can't seem to find the answer myself. Everytime i try to motivate my friends.. But i dunno why.. i juz can't seem to get two parties to feel my presence at the same time.. That is the problem with me.. If i focus on party A, party B would feel neglected.. If i fellowship with party B, party A would feel rejected.. I've been facing all these during my secondary school years. And sometimes when you become mr. nice.. people kinda take advantage of you.. wad's the point of being mr nice even when no one appreciates it ? People dislikes you for being mr nice.. haha.. wad a funny world.. aren't we living in a realistic world where i thought good people are well liked by people.. who likes mr nasty ? no one ritez ? oh man.. i really dunno wad's up in my life.. Do you know i get goosebumps when i watched initial d.. people were laughing at the movie, but i was getting goosebumps and smiled reluctantly with them.. hello ? its initial d.. why would anyone gets goosebump when watching that show ? its such a good show.. haiz.. the song "一路向北“really inspires me.. i'm trying hard.. but i know.. its never gonna be possible.. The impact is too deep. the scar is still there.. i can cover it, but in reality, it's still gonna be there.. I got the analogy of the driving thing from the show initial d... watching how the father and son work together was really great man.. if only my dad was like that.. passing down some talents and skills down.. But i know.. Pride always comes before a destruction.. i really hope i could do something man.. Help me lord !! i'm getting dry.. and i'm living a day by day basis.. i dunno where i'm going.. sigh.. after watching the show.. i realised that good endings do not always come by.. SO MUCH FOR MY HAPPY ENDING !!
